I haven’t been brave enough to post something lately, and well, it’s because a lot has happened and I’m not really sure where to begin.
To start off, one of my favorite people in the whole wide world turned 2 on the October 29th, but I missed his birthday (I’m such a bad aunty), and secondly, I lost someone close to my heart.
It’s been 3 weeks since the last time I saw him and even spoke to him, and at the moment things are a bit awkward between us, because like I mentioned before, a lot has happened. With all being said, I’m no longer looking for a boyfriend anymore, and as far as that is concerned, I’m leaving it there.
But yes, exams are upon us once again, in fact, I start writing in exactly 5 days and, I’m nervous, but will be ready. I have to say though, as much as I’m going to miss Port Elizabeth, I can’t wait to go home and just take a break from everything. At the same time, I’m excited to get started with my new course next year. It’s the one of the things that have me super excited. I have so much planned for next year, and have decided that these coming holidays will be spent relaxing. No vacation work, might just go on holiday, do a little shopping and look and feel revitalized. I’m looking forward to it!
I’m not looking forward to moving out of Res and packing though. Goodness me, it is such a mission. And then there’s the issue of having to get used to a new roommate! Don’t get me wrong, I love experiencing different people and my current roommate is chilled, but the cleanliness part of her, it just makes me want to cry. I’ve been so nice about the whole thing, but this morning when I woke up to clean my side of the room, and found her side to be a complete mess (nothing new there) as always, the one thing that killed me, was that her hair was all over the floor and was creeping its way to my side of the room now!
I almost lost it hey. And complaining about it to my friends is annoying. She’ll leave her side of the room a complete mess, and will tell me to apologize on her behalf to anyone who comes to visit me in the room. I mean come on! I cant take the mess anymore. She doesn’t cook and eats take-outs all the time, but she never finishes the food and will leave the damn thing there to ferment, which releases the nastiest smell known to man-kind!
I’m not saying that I’m perfect either, but I don’t leave take-outs with food still in them lying around, nor do I have my hair chilling on the floor. I’m the one who cleans the room, mops the floor and even dusts.
I need help! I’m not going to be rude to her about it and we’ve actually spoken about it more than once and it hasn’t made any difference at all. If its not shoes lying around, its the hair or the take-outs, or the clothes or her dirty dishes. If it’s not the other, then its something else. I guess this is the part where I ask, what it is that I should do? I need help!
My head hurts and I need to study, so we’ll talk some other time.
Loving you always,