I knew that at some point, I’d have to come back and tell you all, what’s been happening recently in my young life, and this is what I have to say.
Changing courses was the best decision that i could have possibly made for myself, because, I am finally happy, and have been enjoying every minute of it. The accounting part of things, has also been a nice challenge, because, I get to take a break from studying heavy volumes of material and, still feeling like I’m drowning in the end.
I feel like I’ve come alive, and that I have found something that makes me happy. Over the last week, I’ve learnt to approach everything in a positive attitude, and to smile, no matter how bad my day is going, and more importantly, to pray. I’ve learnt to pray.
I’ve even started writing letters to God (which was an idea that I gotten from one of my roommates). It’s been a tremendously exciting time, so much so that. I get home super tired, hungry and not wanting to do anything else, except sleep or do accounting.
I must say though, life on the other side, isn’t as green as I’d like it to be. It gets a little lonely because, most people are busy with law modules and there you are, with a lot of free time on your hands that you don’t really know wat to do, and then, theres’ the avoiding people on campus business! (VERY FUNNY I TELL YOU!)
Things went from awesome to freaking pathetic between CuppaTea and I. We don’t even greet each other anymore, and that’s something I ill never get to understand, but anyway, I guess it’s another chapter that I’ll just have to close, because as you know, these days I deal with the: ” If things aren’t adding up, then start subtracting.”
And to be honest, compromising yourself, in order to make other individuals happy in life, is by far the worst decision you could ever make, especially if those individuals have girlfriends that they never bothered to tell you about.
But like I continue to say, life goes on. Let us not be sad of what has ended, but should be happy of the experiences that you shared with those people in our lives.
Other than that, I’m excited. I’ll tell you why, the next time.
Loving you always,